you're the jive guru and i want to sing along

Today has been one of those amazingly tiring days. My first class, VIDPROD, started around 9:30AM, then my last class stretched to 6PM. I had no breaks whatsoever because my schedule was jampacked, so I basically survived the whole day on a Grande green tea frappe from Starbucks, which I purchased before going to VIDPROD. I feel so drained. But VIDPROD was fun, a colleague/ friend of our professor came over to critique our French new wave exercises this week. I won't show you the product of my non-existent effort (I crammed it last night!), but whatever, he's so hot! The guest, I mean. He's certainly the first amazingly good-looking filmmaker I have seen in my entire life. Talk about hunka-burnin love. HAHA. I now understand all the fuss my friends have been making before about him when they were in his PRODUCE class last term. Joel Ruiz, ang hot mo!! (Google him, it's so stalkerish to post a picture of him, eh?)  Okay lang sana kung cute ka lang, period, eh. The good looks I can...overlook. But noooo. Combining that with the fact that you're cerebral (I think) and a filmmaker too is just too much of a deadly cocktail for me. He directed Baby Angelo, which was quite a riveting movie. Howhotcanyouget. It was funny, the girls in my class were all giggly too. I wonder if he's blind (or deaf)...I mean, DO SMART HOT GUYS KNOW THEY ARE HOT? He must have an idea, right. Right? He can't be a filmmaker and be that dense. Anyway, he is the bees knees.

But I find *coughcoughcough* more intriguing. Fine. I find my VIDPROD prof more intriguing. He's like this masungit dorky smart guy and god must know why type ko mga ganyan. Because I sure as hell don't. HAHA. Hmm.

But moving on! Today was awesome too. Have you ever had a happy crush? Somewhat like the physical attraction is there, but mostly, above anything else, happy rainbow-type kind of feelings surface when you see him/her? You know, just like the kind of crushes you got back in highschool when everything was much simpler (don't you think?) Well anyway, after my last class ended at 6PM, I headed to the library to do some research in the Filipiniana section regarding Macapagal's economic policies.



Diosdado Macapagal, you are interesting, certainly relevant, but really... a girl just wants to go home! The area was quiet, only another student was there maybe two tables away from me. I was so engrossed with my work because I wanted to finish as soon as possible that I didn't notice that some people entered the Filipiniana room. Then suddenly, a guy wearing green longsleeves passes by in front of me (I knew it was longsleeves, because I only noticed his arms before I looked up.) Then when I looked up, oh my god. It's him. Forever happy crush in DLSU! Turns out he paused in front of my table. I looked up at him, then he mouthed the words "hi", because we were in the library, then smiled at me. He jerked his thumb to the back, kind of like, he had to go but he just wanted to...say hi. Hi. Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And oh, it wasn't just one encounter. Earlier in one of our classes, he also went up to my table to talk. About our pre-finals grade in that subject. But what the hell, he went up to my table! Twice! Today! Happy crushes border on hallucinogenic proportions in their....magical effect on me. You know what, screw dating. Happy crushes it is! It's just the kind of day that I know I'll be grinning right before I go to sleep. I'm dorky like that when I have happy crushes. Especially when he looks cute whether he's in office attire or in a full-on battle mode soccer varsity outfit. Those hamstrings are amazingly engaging like you wouldn't believe.

Can I get close to ya
If only for a while
I don't need to busy you
You're the jive guru and
I want to sing along
with you
With you
Your sweetness, would cause a rockslide

I love this song by Badly Drawn Boy.