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SUMMER I WANT YOU
Mar. 29th, 2009 09:55 pmEveryone is posting about the start of their vacations/ graduations/ first beach trip of the summer - it's all making me hurl. I am seriously noxious about the fact that the dark days of this term are still not done; before I can properly and happily proclaim that it's finally summer already, the worst still has to come. (And no, I didn't intend for that to somehow rhyme)
1.) Final short film exercise for Video Production. It has to be something that speaks about who I am as a person. I can't get around to writing the screenplay...I mean, how do I compress my world-view and my sense of self into a short film, with a thought to my limitations as a newbie filmmaker? Okay, that might be the whole point but...I feel like dying! It's probably because I want to put my best effort into it, and I don't know if I will be able to. I hope the right story and the accompanying shots come to me this week. They just have to.
2.) Final submission of the investigative story that I have been working on the whole term for Investigative Journalism. Don't ask, it's about illegal motorcycle racing in subdivisions. I feel like puking because I haven't discovered anything "relevant" or "new" about my piece. It's not investigative at all. Upside, if I ever do flunk this elective, at least I know for sure that I'm not really meant for journalism. I have never felt so incompatible with anything in my life
3.) Final presentation and defense for our business proposal in Media Entrepreneurship.
4.) Synthesis paper for KASPIL2. I want to gut my eyes out, I hate the damn subject. And oh, a documentary about our chosen advocacy or something. Sob.
5.) Final exam for FAMIPOP. I have NOT read any of the readings handed out throughout the term.
6.) Comprehensive analysis paper for LASARE2. Yes, you read that right. Fucking LASARE2. All because the coordinator is pissed with everyone who didn't go to their original schedules for the recollection. I couldn't go to my original schedule because I went to Baguio. We now have to submit a paper. A legit one; we need to access academic journals, etc, you know the drill. It's such bullshit really. Sometimes I really despise being in a Catholic university. Things like this, Lasallian Recollection and all, it seems so pointless to me. I'll take care of my own spiritual life, thankyouverymuch.
Summer? What the fuck is that?
I will only be too happy when I don't have to see DLSU anymore. I swear, I don't have any affection for the place whatsoever. Not that I haven't met great people or what...it just feels so lacking. It feels like a cage. Anyway, forgive my crankiness, it all started last Friday. Ugh bad day, basta. Then, I wasn't able to go out the whole weekend because of my fever and sore throat. Wouldn't you be pissed too if you've been stuck all weekend at home, surviving on nothing but lozenges, boring TV shows, and the thought of all the things you have to finish in the next two weeks? Really, I'm just happy as a tulip
1.) Final short film exercise for Video Production. It has to be something that speaks about who I am as a person. I can't get around to writing the screenplay...I mean, how do I compress my world-view and my sense of self into a short film, with a thought to my limitations as a newbie filmmaker? Okay, that might be the whole point but...I feel like dying! It's probably because I want to put my best effort into it, and I don't know if I will be able to. I hope the right story and the accompanying shots come to me this week. They just have to.
2.) Final submission of the investigative story that I have been working on the whole term for Investigative Journalism. Don't ask, it's about illegal motorcycle racing in subdivisions. I feel like puking because I haven't discovered anything "relevant" or "new" about my piece. It's not investigative at all. Upside, if I ever do flunk this elective, at least I know for sure that I'm not really meant for journalism. I have never felt so incompatible with anything in my life
3.) Final presentation and defense for our business proposal in Media Entrepreneurship.
4.) Synthesis paper for KASPIL2. I want to gut my eyes out, I hate the damn subject. And oh, a documentary about our chosen advocacy or something. Sob.
5.) Final exam for FAMIPOP. I have NOT read any of the readings handed out throughout the term.
6.) Comprehensive analysis paper for LASARE2. Yes, you read that right. Fucking LASARE2. All because the coordinator is pissed with everyone who didn't go to their original schedules for the recollection. I couldn't go to my original schedule because I went to Baguio. We now have to submit a paper. A legit one; we need to access academic journals, etc, you know the drill. It's such bullshit really. Sometimes I really despise being in a Catholic university. Things like this, Lasallian Recollection and all, it seems so pointless to me. I'll take care of my own spiritual life, thankyouverymuch.
Summer? What the fuck is that?
I will only be too happy when I don't have to see DLSU anymore. I swear, I don't have any affection for the place whatsoever. Not that I haven't met great people or what...it just feels so lacking. It feels like a cage. Anyway, forgive my crankiness, it all started last Friday. Ugh bad day, basta. Then, I wasn't able to go out the whole weekend because of my fever and sore throat. Wouldn't you be pissed too if you've been stuck all weekend at home, surviving on nothing but lozenges, boring TV shows, and the thought of all the things you have to finish in the next two weeks? Really, I'm just happy as a tulip
