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I want more than just blue skies...
Aug. 1st, 2007 09:19 pmAsides from Fall Out Boy, Switchfoot is also coming here to Manila this coming September. Kriz and I are sooo excited for both. For FOB, we're having "Marry Me Pete Wentz" shirts made. Fangirl...eww. Haha who cares, I love FOB! I'm watching it with my bestfriend, yeeay. Yihee Chelle's attending a concert hahahaha. And Switchfoot! Can't wait to hear On Fire live, that's going to kill, I just know it! My birthday month's the bomb. No kidding :D
But! It also makes me feel so miserable. How the heck do I manage to connect everything that happens to history's sadness? Hahahaha dang, I'm so hung up. Still on him, especially since I heard that Switchfoot's coming. Switchfoot pa talaga e noh. Their songs remind me so so so much of him. You know how people say, "This song sounds like someone I know?" Switchfoot songs remind me of he-who-I-musn't-be-reminded-of :( God, he'd absolutely love to watch them live. I wish I could be the one to watch with him. That would be the highlight of a so far mediocre year. I still miss him...this would be another thing that we weren't able to do during the short time we were together, the short time when everything melted into a euphoric blur. What I wouldn't give just to share this experience with him :( Because more than anything, Switchfoot's songs remind me best about who he was and how he used to make me feel. Come back, you heartless Korean perv. Because I find it hard to believe that you don't miss the most sweetly annoying person in your life. (And I only say sweetly annoying even though I'd never describe myself as such, because you told me that was what you loved about me.) BUT THEN AGAIN, I'M BEING SUCH AN
ILLUSYONADA. He barely registers my existence anymore. I'm like a one-second blip in his radar. Sabagay, it's long gone. It's been so long, I'm such a fucktard for thinking of him automatically when I'm talking about a completely different thing. Oh well, I've long accepted that he's not there anymore. Nothing's more apparent. Breathe and keep on breathing, I've found that it's the best trick ever to surviving. Life's good to me so I shouldn't bitch back. Especially about an EX BOYFRIEND helloooo
WAAAAAAAAH SWITCHFOOT & FOB. Cannot wait. I love things that I can look forward to.
But! It also makes me feel so miserable. How the heck do I manage to connect everything that happens to history's sadness? Hahahaha dang, I'm so hung up. Still on him, especially since I heard that Switchfoot's coming. Switchfoot pa talaga e noh. Their songs remind me so so so much of him. You know how people say, "This song sounds like someone I know?" Switchfoot songs remind me of he-who-I-musn't-be-reminded-of :( God, he'd absolutely love to watch them live. I wish I could be the one to watch with him. That would be the highlight of a so far mediocre year. I still miss him...this would be another thing that we weren't able to do during the short time we were together, the short time when everything melted into a euphoric blur. What I wouldn't give just to share this experience with him :( Because more than anything, Switchfoot's songs remind me best about who he was and how he used to make me feel. Come back, you heartless Korean perv. Because I find it hard to believe that you don't miss the most sweetly annoying person in your life. (And I only say sweetly annoying even though I'd never describe myself as such, because you told me that was what you loved about me.) BUT THEN AGAIN, I'M BEING SUCH AN
ILLUSYONADA. He barely registers my existence anymore. I'm like a one-second blip in his radar. Sabagay, it's long gone. It's been so long, I'm such a fucktard for thinking of him automatically when I'm talking about a completely different thing. Oh well, I've long accepted that he's not there anymore. Nothing's more apparent. Breathe and keep on breathing, I've found that it's the best trick ever to surviving. Life's good to me so I shouldn't bitch back. Especially about an EX BOYFRIEND helloooo
WAAAAAAAAH SWITCHFOOT & FOB. Cannot wait. I love things that I can look forward to.