somebody slap me

I think I get away easily with acting demure because my style and disposition to strangers dictate it. My friends know what a slob and a psychopath I really am; so it kind of amazes me how a lot of new people I meet think I'm this composed and graceful person. What a joke, seriously. Anyway that's out of the blue.

I don't know what I'm doing these days, honestly. There's only one week of university hell left to spend in DLSU, and after that, summer. I'm kind of dreading it since school is the only thing that occupies my mind in order to stop me from thinking toxic things that I'm trying to avoid dealing with. When the summer kicks in, I'll have all the time in the world to face them, to fix things with a person that I'm not yet ready to face. Because it's just one of those annoying things that I have to get over or else I know I'll regret it. Thank god I'll be going to the states for month or so; I have an excuse to put it off for a bit.

But since I'm a look-at-the-bright-side kind of person, I'll leave that to the near future. For now, I'm happy with CARLO. (HAHA EDITED.)

Okay, avwaaaah. The whole clan is coming down here for some afternoon family barbecue and swimming.